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21.01…

location: new home

tyme: 4.08 pm

mood:. evrthing look’s new..

hey…lmanya gua x updatebloh gua ni…berhabuk smpi nak tmbuh asparagus sdh…haha

hmm…PENGUMUMAN2…8-10-TION…sila hambil perhatiann..

sya dah msuk 20 an lah wehh…hahahahhaha

hmm..ari jumat lpas adlh hari saya…

hari “bornday” saya…21 januari…aquarius boy lah critanya…hehehe

hmm…btw, bufday kali ni xda smbut2 kek2, pizza2, prank2 sgla bagai..

kali ni gua smbut bufday gua sdikit gloomy..

gua igt gua nak muhasabah diri..dah xsngka dah dkt 20 tahun nikmat yg Allah bg kat aku..

xternilai, xterkata..xmmpu ku ungkapkan melainnkan subahanallah..

Ya allah, jadikanlah ak insan yg sntiasa bersyukur diatas nikmat yg engkau beri..

sesungguhnya engkaulah tuhan yg maha pemurah..

HA..mlm bufday tu ak g lah round2 bumi bangi ni naik kuda kesayangan ku…

dah kul 3.00 pagi dah tu…hehe

saja nak menikmati keindahan alam ciptaan tuhan smbil bermonolog dgn bulan…

i’m talking to the moon mcm lgu bruno mars…hahaha

owh yeah…ak rsa tahun ni ak dpt hadiah hari jadi yg pling special lah…haha

mlm 21 tu plak ak g downtwn n igt nak clbrate kecil2ln

dgn mmber ak..skrng2nnya ad gaklah clbration..huhu

hohoh tyme tu gak lah hmmm…live, secara langsung..

ngetttttttttttttt,,,,zreeeeeeeeeetttttttt..gedebummm….!!!!

excident, moto lnggr moto..

actually, nak dpndaakn crita moto tu bru je lpas ptong ak..laju gila babeng nga xda lmpu plak tu..

smpi je kat trfic light…dusss, trus lnggr 1 lg moto yg bengap gak g lnggr lmpu isyrt…

ak cuak gila..”MENYIRAP” darah aku…dah lerr ak elergik bab2 darah ni…adehhh

nauzubillah..ya allah jauhkan aku dri sgla malapetaka…slmatkan perjalananku…aminn

 

bwat semua yg meng”wish” bufday aku…

terima kasih banyak2..muchas gracias, sukran jazilan…

hanya itu yg ak mmpu bls…tq sbb masi igt dn menghargai insan biasa ini..

semoga hari2 yg mendatang akn lebih baik dri sebelumnya….

kita hanya mmpu merancang…tapi hanya ALLAH yng berhak menntukan..

krana dialah sebaik2 perancang…xd


hehee…kalaulah ianya reall…ohoho

 

 

Why me!!…

location: on my bed

time:3.32 pm

mood:. xde mood

adehh,..gua pown xtau nak start cmne..keliru lg mengelirukan…

haha..sembang bagai org bimbang..huhuh

ha, ari ni gua nak cte sket…4 the secnd tyme..in my life nt ur all punya life ok…xd

i hd been asked to go out frm class..oh my porche..dapt red card lg..:(

damn!!..shit!!..stupid..idiot!! bla2…dush2….hmm..ckup 3 kali gua igt nak quit..dehh

jst wnder  why this is happen to me..not others..

ok, actually..bkn gua sngja dtg lewat..yg fis to juz bcoz i frget to bring kalkulator je…dah dsruh blah

yg 2nd ni plak..gua terlwat sket sbb tmn mmber g jmpa adik dia..ad hal..

bkn ktrng xnak g tp dah tersesat jalan…nak wat cmne

i’m not dat person who always “ponteng2” klas..

i’m jst take my responsibilty as a stdnt yg kna dtg klas ok..xkesah lah lwat or x..

oh ya, 4me..stdnt yg dtg klas tu bknlah seorng yg skema “nerd”,,

dia hanya mnjalankan amanah, tanggungjawab yg dbrikn olh prent dia je..

xphm btul sparuhnya pnrgai lect ni…spttnya die mnghargai usha plajr itu sndri

dtg klas wlopun lwat…tnye lah dlu knapa, mengapa, bgiman..jgn trus bg red card je..

haih..nasb gua igt sape gua, dn mraka itu sapa..kalu x..kmpem..dapn2 dua bg green light..

sedih pown ade..tp gua igt ni semua stu dugaan buat dri gua..

“kafarah dosa mybe”..anything dat happen mst hve a reason..

jst be calm..stay cool…dn’t care wat peoples say..”mncri kekuatn sndir ni”..huhu

“good boy gone bad”..hahaha…hopfly isn’t me..xd

hahahaha..

 

New Year dah??

location: on my bed

time:.2.21

mood: everything looks new..xd

wow, xsngka lah weh..dah msuk thun bru dah.. ahlan wasahlan ya 2011

ok, i guess this is my first entry for this year..hmm,

btw..firstly, i jst want to rcall back everthg in the past..

ok, nak dpendekkan cite…tahun 2010 byk mnggalkan kesan dlm hdp gua…

mcm2 bnda jadi…ad yg baek, buruk, sedih, ketawa, sakit…n etc..

the big thing is…i broke my big toe n my buddy clbrate bufday gua ngan prank yg gila kejam!!..

siot tol drng…huhuh, tp ckup terharu da…

ha, thun 2010 gak mndatgkan kcriann bwat my fmly..

for de fis tyme after mny years…we all dpt clbrate raya sme2…

ape lg…haru biru lah dibuatnya..hahaha

tmbh2 gua bru dpt hero lg 3 org..my nephew..xd

hmm, mybe i should nt tell evrthing here…

let it bcme memories..the memories dat i  should nver frget..

yeah..sgla yg brlaku adlah kngn abadi.. byk mengajar kita erti hidup

mematangkan fikiran dn mmbuatkn kta lbih brani utk mnrskan hdup

4me, the big thing in life in nt jst edu..

it’s all bout the exprince in our life…bcoz, oneday we’ve to stnd by our own..

ok..stop at this..

gua nak cte pasal thun baru plak…2011..YEAH!!

…ad ap dgn 2011??..hmm,

actually, gua xde pasng niat/ azam pown utk tahun ni..ntah ler npa..

bg gua, cma nakkan yg terbaek je utk diri sndiri, fmly, kawn2 dn smuaa..

brharap tahun ini akn jadi lbih baek dri tahun2 sblumnya.

we jst cn plan..bt evrthngs dpnd on our creature “allah s.w.t”

hmm…

smoga sgla pengorbanan kita, amaln kita, tndakan kita sntiasa dbrkati olhnya

brulah hdup kta akan bhgia dunia dn akhirat…

“tingkatkan prestsi, krgkan kntroversi”..

 

 

 

 

 

What If….

Location: 8-324

tyme: 2.26 pm

mood:. kurang sihat

 

What…….

if anyone talks to me badly..i will stay away n try to be calm..

if anyone tells me the truth..i will accept and do not ever regret..

if anyone hurts my heart..i will stay calm and pray

if anyone gves me hope..i will hold and do not keep it a bay

if anyone looks down on me..i will take it easy..and strengthen my heart

if anyone loses their temper..i will take a deep breath and be quiet

if anyone needs my help i will lend my hand..and do my very best

it’s all bcoz

i do what i born to do

what i bred to do

what i trained to do.

 

i care for anyone feelings.

just another word from me…

-mr nexus-



 

some say it’s heaven

location: hostel

tyme: 2.17 a.m

mood:. holiday

ha..lpe plak…gua igt nak tlis pasl aktivti hlday gua aritu..

huhu..wlpon agak bosan sbb xtau nak wat..

tp besalah…kalu cti2 mcm ni mmg free gila vavi lah..

tido mkn lyn tenet mkn tido jelah keja..

bg gua..cti msa utk berehat diumah dgn fmly yg tersyng…

btw..cti kali ni gua byk gak g merewang…

hmm fis tu gua g lahad datu…jalan2 dkt sahabt..dah arr grak kul 3 pg..

pecut jelah…amek kau sjam je bleh smpi…hehhe

nxt station gua g kk (kota kinabalu)..

kali ni gua naik burung bsr plak.. g berpoya2 wif my bro’s fmly..

habis suma shoping mall ktorng masuk…siap smpt tgk narnia 3d agi..best gak lah..

aduii..pnat btul layan karena anak2 buah…

ha..brmlm dkt nexus krmbunai rsrt ..wlpon agk jauh

tang nilah yg “some say it’s heaven tu”..mak aii!! mstly yg dtg sni org futih..

gua pown ap lg..lantas menyucikan mata…haha

pntai dia..fuhh ckup mendamaikan…menngkan jiwa dn prasaan..

bleh thn gak lah…bgn2 pagi je trus tgk laut luas trbntang..

fuhh,..desiran ombak memecah khningn malam…

yg best tu kat snilah dua smpt cri2 view utk dtmbak..

wlpon hnya gna pnasonic lumix…

nmn hasilnya ckp memuaskan…hehehe

skng ni gua nga tggu alat penembk gua..yg ni msti puas hati gla lah…

haiss..xsbr plak..xd

hmm..actually, gua punya holiday ni mgkin xinterstg sgt tp blehlah

gua enjoy gak lah…sbb mmg bg gua holiday

adlh utk bersma fmly…xd

ha..ni gmbr2 yg smpt gua tembk…

lawa x??..msti semmat kan…hihi

p/s: enjoy ur holiday…

location: hostel

tyme: 1.52 a.m

mood: korean2…

fuh..udah lma enggak mengedit ini blog..

sdh bersawang2 rsanya…haha

ha, dah strt sem bru dah…sem 6, ad lg 2 sem..

hmm..fis week ni besalah…klas pown byk yg xda…

btw..bgga siot sbb fis tyme kot i cme bck early…

b4 dis…msti lwt smggu dua mcm tu…hhaha

ak dah berubah kot..assamangat lah konokkk..

hmm..finin gak sbb byk mau diurs nih…sbjek suma clash2..

kang kalu ak xdpt grade.. ak mengamuk gak dkt pjabt nih…hehe

hmm…hpfly dis sem i cn do my best…yeah jst anther motivation…

“kalu dpt dean cra gak tu”…hahahha

angan2 tahi biawak…XD

 

Location: ats sjdah..:D

time: 7.05 pm

Mood: awal muharam

Doa Akhir Tahun Hijrah.

dibaca ketika beberapa minit sebelum masuk waktu maghrib(akhir waktu asar)



Doa Awal Tahun Hijrah

dibaca selepas menyempurnakan waktu Maghrib tahun hijrah.

skdr tmbhn..ad pndapt mngatakn amln ini adlh bidaah..

ini mgkin akn menmbulkan kekeliruan diklngn umat islam

hal ini sbb jbtn agma pown xprnh mmbnth amaln ini..

hmm..tp gua pown xpstti kbnrannya..rsenya lbh elok jika kta brtyne kpada org yg pkr..

jgnlh kta mmbuat andaian sndri dn kptsn sndiri

wallahualam..

if you really knew me

Location: home

Time: 5.34 a.m

Mood: bru lpas subuh

 

Erkk, xsngka plak ak ni nga gian berblog.hahha

subuh2 pown gua bntai jgak..bt it’s fun ok..

nvr mind..as long as gua x kacau org sdh…p

hmm, kali ni gua nak crita pasal ni ha

“ if you really knew me”..hehe

Wassup??..curious bout  wat I’m wnt to talk to

relax guys..it’s jst a wrd ok…actually

yesterday, I saw a tv programme

tjuk die ni ha…ak pown eran gak ni program ape ek..

kalu korg nak tau silalah tgk ek..gua mls nak explain..

ade kat mtv..astro kot “macam2 ada”..kah3

btw, aftr  watch this prgrm, there’s a lot of thing dat I gotta it..

it’s all about, life, love, passion, discrimination..etc..

n I realized dat I’m not alone in this world..

evryone hve their own strory..the story of life

and mybe our story is same our bbf, bf, gf, buddy…bla2

kisah hdp kta ni akn mempengaruhi crk kehidupn kita

alngkah indahnya jka kta dpt berkongsi dgn org lain tntg dri kta

disitulah kta sdr yg “WE’RE NT ALONE IN THIS WORLD”

dn’t fell afraid, being lonely,,…

there mst be some one dat hve sme story wif u..

jst live ur life..be happy n enjoy..coz  life is short…xd….


the incredible of life..

play more, learn more…p

 

 

 

the white sand..

location: my home
time: 2.42pm
mood: kosong

rghtly..blogging via home..p
just wanna share something..

here it’s..unintended from muse..2thumbs up..p

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can

But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

the wheel of life..

NOW EVERYONE CANNOT FLY…xd

location: LCCT

masa: 11.16 pm

mood: hard to explain

 

hmm…apkah prasaan anda apbila tertinggl jam or kunci??

msti geram, sakit hati, marah kan..

tp ap prasan anda bila tertinggl FLGHT!! rse orennn??

adehh…edisi kali ni gua nak cite 1001 mcm

aduyaii..this is my first tyme

omaigod..ak tertinggal flght da…

sdh berpuluh2 kali naik kapal, berpuluh2 steward dah ak jmpa,

mcm2 dah ak rse bila naik kapal..

tpi ni yg paling tragis n amatlah sukar utk dilupakan..

HAIHH!!….

nak dpendekkan cite, lpas mkn tu ak pown trus masuk siap2 nak boarding

tp gua rsa eran sket sbb xde pown mke2 yg skali check in nga gua td

hati dah xkeruan nih tp masi leh control..

pastu, tgk semua org berdiri..ak pown ikut berdiri..

alih2, dia kte ni pernerbangan ke SIBU SRWAK…

pergh!!…ape g, ak pown trus lah cari2 kauntr prtnyaan..

last2 brader tu kte flgth dah lpas dah..

aduhai..luluh jantung denn..

ak trus blah cmtu, nga mka selamba je

“pdhal dlm hati nak naangis dah”..haha

then, ak pown glah cri kauntr utk urs tiket ak nih..

cik kak tu siap tnye g, “cmne leh trlpas ni”

ak pown bg alsn baekk punyee “xprasan lah”..haha

pdhl tyme tu ak nga mkn mcd nga mmber ak..

sje je nak lpas gian sbb pasni kna posa mcd for 1 mnth

ak harap2 je ad alternatif lain..nak blik gak nih

“dlm hati ak pnyalah berdoa spya ad flght lg mlm ni”

btw, cik kak tue kta die tkrkan ak ke flgth esok pgnya..

pergh…trus punah sgla impian..

nak x nak ak byr gak lah..nak balik punya pasal.

die suh ak g amek barng dkt dmstc arrival

actually,ak masi rse xpcya ak trlpas flght sbb xpenah2 kot

bila ak tgk je beg ak dri jauh…haha..

mmg sah dah!!…gelak sorng2 ak diwanye..

ak amek n blah camtu je…siap ade brader polis tu kte

“ni msti fis tyme naik air asia”..haha

nak wat cmne kan,..bnda dah nak jadi

kalu ia xblaku, kte pown xtahu cmne nak hndle

at least i can take it as my experience..

well,, human..everyone make mistake..

we should learn from that…

pastu ak trus grak bwa diri yg lara ni g kfc

nak mkn xde slera…layn tenet jelah..

bosan2..g surau plak…duk pusing2..layan metacafe..

pastu…sbb gua ska shopping..

ha, apelagi…haha….bershopping kat ipot..

mmg terbaekk lah…

adehhh…kalu pikir2 balik..nak gelak pown ade, nak nangis pown ade…hahaha

ha..lpe nak cte, kali ni ak g ipot mmber ak yg atr

terharu siot…ade gak org sudi nak atr..tq to liheen n ija..

ti jmput ak plak ye…hahahha

 

moral values ” setiap yg berlaku itu pasti ad hikmahnya”..p